http://ftlog.meanderwithme.com/2006/08/get-off-the-ladder-and-onto-the-diving-board-already/ Deities. Dogma. Dating. Diapers. Wed, 07 Jan 2009 09:03:42 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.0.2 http://ftlog.meanderwithme.com/2006/08/get-off-the-ladder-and-onto-the-diving-board-already/#comment-2112 Fri, 01 Sep 2006 16:01:49 +0000 http://ftlog.meanderwithme.com/2006/08/get-off-the-ladder-and-onto-the-diving-board-already/#comment-2112 [...] So this current relationship? It’s not “meant to be.” It’s wonderful. It’s amazing. He’s everything I’ve wanted, plus many things I didn’t even realize I needed. He even can fill my wish that I tacked to the end of the Diving Board post last month: It means I’ve decided to let myself look. And initiate. And, god willing, fall madly, crazily in love with someone. I want to think about his face, quiver when he speaks, and admire who he is. I want to fantasize about tugging on his lower lip with my teeth, running my tongue along his spine, and raising the hair on his neck when I kiss his collarbone. I want to experience wonder when I wake up and see this man whom I can’t believe feels the same about me. There. How’s that for a start? [...] […] So this current relationship? It’s not “meant to be.” It’s wonderful. It’s amazing. He’s everything I’ve wanted, plus many things I didn’t even realize I needed. He even can fill my wish that I tacked to the end of the Diving Board post last month: It means I’ve decided to let myself look. And initiate. And, god willing, fall madly, crazily in love with someone. I want to think about his face, quiver when he speaks, and admire who he is. I want to fantasize about tugging on his lower lip with my teeth, running my tongue along his spine, and raising the hair on his neck when I kiss his collarbone. I want to experience wonder when I wake up and see this man whom I can’t believe feels the same about me. There. How’s that for a start? […]

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